The Book Of John Buyan
Visions of Heaven
and Hell
By John Bunyan
PREFACE
John Bunyan was
a 17th century English preacher, who spent twelve years in prison for his
Christian faith and wrote over 40 books. His best known writing is Pilgrim’s
Progress, one of the most famous and popular books in all of world history.
John Bunyan wrote
the following account, when he was a young man, of how an angel was sent by the
Lord to take him to see heaven and hell. It is a true story, not an allegory or
fictional book., while all visions must be judged by
the Bible, these seem very scriptural and were used by the Lord to help
transform young John into a mighty man of God.
CONTENTS
1. Planning Suicide
2. Beyond the Sun
and Stars
3. Elijah Explains
4. The Happiness of Heaven
5. We Shall Know Each Other
6. Conducted to Hell
7. The Tortures of Hell
8. A Lost Soul Speaks
9. Further Conversations
10. An Atheist in Hell
Chapter 1: Planning Suicide
How Atheism Begins In The Life Of People
When evil persons have gone in a life of
sin, and find that they have reason to fear the just judgment of God, they
begin at first to wish there were no God to punish them. Then, little by
little, they persuade themselves that there is no God, and look for arguments
to back their opinion. I had the unhappiness to know someone like this, who
would always be telling me there was neither God nor Devil, and no heaven or
hell.
It was with fear and trembling that
I first heard him speak about these topics. But, he spoke of them so often that
I felt I must consider what he said. From this time, I found my mind so
confused that I could not remember the truths about God, which had appeared so
clear to me before. I could not think there was no God, but with the greatest
horror, yet I questioned the truth of His being. I would not have parted with
my hope of heaven for all the riches of the world. Yet, now I was not sure
whether there was any such place.
In my confusion, I went to my false friend
to see what comfort he could give me. He only laughed at my fears and pretended
to pity my weakness. His talks only made me more confused, until life became a
burden to me. It is impossible to tell you the agonies I felt, until I was
pushed to the edge of desperation. I thought, "Why should I linger between
despair and hope? Would it not be better to end my life and find out what is
the truth?" So I decided to kill myself.
The Loving Grace Of
The Almighty
One morning, I went out into a nearby woods
(forest, bush), where I had planned to kill myself. But, before I tried to use
the knife I heard a secret whisper say, "Do not fall into everlasting
misery to gratify the enemy of your soul.
The fatal stroke you are about to give
yourself will seal your own damnation. For if there is a God, as surely as
there is, how can you hope for mercy from Him if you willfully destroy yourself
who were made in His image?"
Where this secret whisper came from, I do
not know. But, I believed it came from God; for it came with so much power that
it made me throw away my knife, and it showed me the great evil of suicide. The
horror of what I had almost done made me shake so much that I could hardly
stand.
I recognized my deliverance to have come
from the Lord, and in gratitude I returned thanks.
I knelt down on the ground and worshipped
Him, asking that He would take away the blackness in my soul, so that I would
never again question His being or great power, which I had just experienced.
Suddenly, I was surrounded with a glorious
light, brighter than anything I had ever seen before. I saw coming toward me a
glorious person like a man, but circled with beams of light and glory, which
shined from him as he came nearer. I tried to stand up, but had no strength
left in me, so I fell flat on my face. As he lifted me up and I was given new
strength, I said to him, "O my shining deliverer, how shall I acknowledge
my thankfulness, and in what manner should I adore you?"
With majesty and mildness, he replied,
"Pay your adorations to God, and not to me who am your fellow-creature. I
am sent from Him Whose being you have so lately
denied, to stop you from falling into eternal ruin."
This touched my heart with such a sense of
my own unworthiness that I could only cry out, "Oh, how utterly unworthy I
am of all this grace and mercy!"
To this the heavenly messenger replied,
"When God decided to show mercy He did not consult your unworthiness, but
His own unbounded goodness and vast love. He saw how the grand enemy of souls
desired your ruin, but He upheld you by His secret power. Through
this, when Satan thought that you were destroyed, the snare was broken and you
have escaped." These words made me break forth into song, and I
praised my Saviour and declared that He is God alone.
Chapter 2: Beyond The
Sun And Stars
Never Doubt The
Reality Of Truth
The heavenly messenger then said,
"That you may never doubt the reality of eternal things, I have come to
show you the truth of them: not by faith only, but also by sight. I will show
you things never yet seen by mortal eye, and to that end your eyes shall be
strengthened and made able to behold heavenly things."
At these words of the angel I was very
surprised, and doubted I would be able to bear it. I said to him, "Who is
able to bear such a sight?"
To this he replied, "The joy of the
Lord shall be your strength." When he had said this, he took hold of me
and said, "Fear not, for I am sent to show the things you have not
seen." Then, before I was aware, I found myself far above the earth, which
seemed now to be very small.
Then I said to my bright conductor,
"Please let it not offend you, if I ask a question or two." To this
he replied, "Speak on. It is my work to inform you of what you ask. For I am a ministering spirit, sent forth to minister to you and to
those that will inherit salvation."
The Earth Is Like A
Grain Of Sand
Then I said, "Please inform me about
that dark spot below, which has grown smaller and smaller as we have mounted
higher, and, which appears much darker since I have come into this region of
light."
My conductor replied, "That little spot
that now looks so dark and despised is the world, which you have lived in. To
obtain one small part of that spot of earth so many men have risked and lost
their immortal souls;, which are so precious that the Prince of Peace has told
us that though a man could gain the whole world, it would not equal so great a
loss. As you have ascended higher towards heaven, the world has appeared still
smaller and more insignificant; and it will appear the same to all who can by
faith get their hearts above it. If the sons of men below could but see the
world as it is, they would not covet it as they do now, but alas, they are in a
state of darkness. And what is worse, they love to walk in this darkness. For
although the Prince of Light came down among them and showed them the true
light of life, yet they go on in darkness and will not bring themselves to the
light, because their deeds are evil."
Elemental Spirits
Then, I asked him, "What are those
multitudes of black and horrible forms that hover in the air above the world? I
would have been much afraid of them, but I saw that as you passed by, they
fled; perhaps, not being able to abide your brightness."
To this he answered me, "They are the
fallen angels, which for their pride and rebellion were cast down from heaven.
They wander in the air by decree of the Almighty, being bound in chains of
darkness and kept unto the judgment of the great day. They are permitted to
descend into the world, both for the trial of the elect, and for the
condemnation of the wicked. And although you see that they now have black and
horrible forms, yet they were once the sons of Light. They once were clothed in
robes of glorious brightness, like what you see me wear. But the loss of this,
although it was the result of their own willful sin, fills them with anger and
hatred against the ever blessed God, Whose power and majesty they fear and
hate.”
"Tell me," I said, "O
blessed conductor, have they no hopes of being reconciled to God again, after
some term of time, or at least some of them?"
"No, not at
all. They are lost forever. They were the first that
sinned, and had no tempter; and they were all at once cast down from heaven.
Besides, the Son of God, the blessed Messiah by Whom alone salvation can be
gained, did not take upon Himself the angelic nature. He left the apostate
angels all to perish, and took upon Himself only the seed of Abraham. For this
reason they have so much hatred against the sons of men, because it is a
torment for them to see men made the heirs of heaven, while they are doomed to
hell."
Above The Sun
By this time, we were above the sun. My
conductor told me this mighty globe of fire was one of the great works of God.
Yet all the stars were not less wonderful; whose great distance away makes them
appear like candles in our sight. They hang in their appointed places without
any support. Nothing but His word that first created them could keep them in
their station.
"These words are enough," I said
to my conductor, "to convince anyone of the great power of their Creator,
and to show the evil of that unbelief, which questions the being of the God who
has given so many evidences of His power and glory. If men were not like beasts
still looking downwards, they could not help but acknowledge His great power
and wisdom."
"You speak what is true," he
replied." But, you will see far greater things than these. These are but
the scaffolds and outworks to that glorious place that the blessed above
inhabit. A view of it shall now be given to you, as far as you are able to
comprehend it."
Transferred Into Heaven
In a few moments, I found what my
conductor had told me was true. For I found myself transferred into heaven,
where I saw things that are impossible to describe, and heard beautiful songs
that I could never sing. Whoever has not seen that glory can speak but very
imperfectly of it, and they that have seen it cannot tell the thousandth part
of what it is. Therefore, the great apostle of the
Gentiles, who tells us that he had been caught up into paradise where he had
heard unspeakable words, which are not possible for a man to utter, wrote that
"Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor has it entered into the heart of man
to conceive the things that God has prepared for those that love him." I
will give you the best account I can of what I saw and heard, as near as I can
remember.
Chapter 3: Elijah Explains
Divine Glory
When I was first brought near this
glorious place, I saw innumerable hosts of bright attendants, who welcomed me
into this blessed place of happiness. And there I saw that perfect and
unapproachable light, that changes all things into its
own nature, for even the souls of the glorified saints are transparent. They
are not illumined by the sun; but all that light, that flows
with such transparent brightness throughout these heavenly mansions, is
nothing else but the shining forth of the Divine glory.
Compared to this glory, the light of the
sun is but darkness, and the fire of the most
sparkling jewels are but dead coals. Therefore, it is called The Throne of the
Glory of God, where the radiance of the divine Majesty is revealed in the most illustrious
manner. God was too bright for me to look upon, as He was exalted on the high
throne of His glory, while multitudes of angels and saints sang forth eternal
hallelujahs and praises to Him. Well, may He be called the God of Glory, for by
His presence He makes heaven what it is. Rivers of pleasure continually spring
forth from the divine Presence, and radiate cheerfulness, joy,
and splendor to all the blessed inhabitants of heaven, the seat of His eternal
empire.
For my own part, I was too weak to bear
the least ray of glory that shot from that everlasting Spring of Light, which
sat upon the throne. I was forced to cry out to my conductor, "The sight
of so much glory is too great for me to bear. Yet, it is so refreshing and
delightful that I would desire to look, though I die."
"No, no," said my conductor,
"death cannot enter this blessed place, nor sin nor sorrow can abide. It
is the glory of this happy place to be forever freed from all that is evil; and
without that freedom, our blessedness even here would be imperfect. Come along
with me, and I will bring you to one who is in the body, as you are. Talk with
him for a, while, before I take you back again."
"O rather," I eagerly said,
"let me stay here. There is no need of building tabernacles, for the
heavenly mansions are already prepared." My shining messenger replied to
this, "Here in a, while you shall forever be, but the divine will must
first be obeyed."
Conversation With
Elijah
Swift as thought he conveyed me past
thousands of angels, and presented me to that great saint, the prophet Elijah.
Though he had lived in the world many hundreds of years ago, I knew him at
first sight.
"Here is one," said my conductor
to Elijah, "who by the commission of the Imperial Throne has been
permitted to visit these realms of light, and I have brought him to you, to
learn from you."
"That," said the prophet,
"I shall gladly do. For it is our meat and drink in these blessed regions
to do the will of God and the Lamb, to sing His praises, and serve Him with the
humblest adoration, saying, 'Blessing, and honor, and glory, and power, be unto
Him that sits upon the throne; and to the Lamb for ever and ever: for He has
redeemed us to God by His blood out of every kindred and tongue, and people and
nation, and has made us unto our God kings and priests: even so, Amen.'"
And I likewise added my "Amen." to that of the holy prophet.
The prophet then asked me why this great
permission and privilege was given to me. (By, which I understand the saints in
heaven are ignorant of what is done on earth; so how can prayers be directed to
them?) I then told him the events I have already written here, at, which the
holy prophet broke forth in praise, "Glory for ever be given to Him that
sits on the throne, and to the Lamb, for His unbounded goodness and great
condescension to the weakness of a poor and doubting sinner."
After this, he said, "Now, give
attention to what I shall speak. What you have already seen and heard I am sure
you cannot make fully understood to those not yet translated to this glorious place,
who have not yet been freed from their earthly bodies.
Nor is my being here in the body any objection to what I say; for although it
has not been subject to death, yet it has been equally changed. It has been
made spiritual, and is no longer able to suffer. Yet in this full state of
happiness, I cannot utter all that I enjoy, nor do I know what shall yet be
enjoyed, for here our happiness is always new."
Complete And
Wonderful
I then asked the blessed prophet to
explain himself. I did not understand how happiness could be complete, and yet
still be added to. The following was his reply:
"When the soul and body are both
happy, as mine now are, I count it a complete state of happiness. For
throughout all the coming ages of eternity, it is the soul and body joined
together in the blessed resurrection state that shall receive this happiness.
But concerning the object of our happiness, which is the ever-adorable and
blessed God, our vision of Him is forever new. For as
the divine perfections are infinite, nothing less than eternity can be
sufficient to display their glory. This makes our happiness eternally added to,
as well as our knowledge of Him to be eternally progressive also.
"Therefore the apostle Paul said,
'Eye has not seen, nor ear heard, nor can it enter into the heart of man to
conceive what God has prepared for those who love him.' Yet, the human eye has
seen many admirable things in nature. It has seen mountains of crystal, and
rocks of diamonds, it has seen mines of gold, and coasts of pearls.
Nevertheless, the eye that has seen so many wonders in the world below could
never pry into the glories of this triumphant place. And though the ear of man
has heard many delightful and harmonious sounds, even all that man and nature
could supply him with, yet he has never heard the heavenly melody, which both
saints and angels make before the throne. The heart of man is so fine and
imaginative that it can conceive almost anything that is, or was, or ever shall
be in the world below, and even what shall never be. Man can conceive that
every stone on earth shall be turned into pearls, and every blade of grass into
the brightest of shining jewels. He can conceive that the whole earth be turned
into a mass of pure gold, and the air turned into crystal. He can conceive
every star to become as bright as the sun, and the sun to be a thousand times
larger and brighter. But, all this is infinitely short of what the eternal
Majesty has prepared for all His faithful followers."
Chapter 4: The Happiness of Heaven
The prophet continued, "I will
briefly tell you about our happiness here, for ages spent on this delightful
theme would only begin to explain it. That you may have the best understanding,
I will first explain about what the redeemed souls have been delivered from,
and secondly about the happiness that they enjoy here.
"Firstly, the souls of all the blessed are forever freed from everything that can
make them miserable, which above all is sin. It was sin that brought misery
into creation. The blessed God at first made all things happy, like Himself. Had not sin defaced the beauty of His workmanship,
angels and men would have never known what is meant by misery. It was sin that
threw the apostate angels down into hell, and spoiled the beauty of the lower
world. It was sin that defaced God's image in man's soul, and made the ones who
were to be the lords of creation into slaves of their own lust. It is sin,
which can also plunge them into an ocean of eternal misery from, which is no
redemption. It is an invaluable mercy that in this happy place all the saints
are forever freed from sin through the blood of our Redeemer. In the earth
below, the best and holiest of souls groan under the burden of corruption. Sin
tries to cling to all that they do, and often leads them captive against their will.
"Who shall deliver me?" has been the cry of many of God's faithful
servants, who at the same time have been dear to Jesus. Sin is the heavy weight
upon the saints, while they live in their corrupted flesh. Therefore, when they
lay their bodies down, their souls are like a bird loosed from its cage, and
with a heavenly joy they rise up to heaven. But, here their warfare is at an
end, and 'death is swallowed up in victory.' Below, their souls were deformed
and stained by sin. But, here their bright souls by the ever-blessed Jesus are
presented to the Father 'without spot or wrinkle.'
"Not only are the saints here free
from sin, but also free from any temptation to sin. When Adam was in paradise,
though he was innocent and free from sin, yet he was not free from temptation.
Satan got into paradise and Adam fatally yielded to his temptations. Like a
disease, sin has eaten into the human nature and corrupted all mankind.
"Here, each soul is freed from this.
Nothing but what is pure and holy can find admission here. That roaring lion
who roams back and forth throughout the earth seeking whom he may devour, in
respect to the saints in heaven, is bound fast in everlasting chains. The
temptations of the world shall never again allure those who through faith and patience
have overcome it and safely arrived here. In heaven, we look with contempt on
all earthly enjoyments. There is nothing here that can disturb our peace, but
an eternal calm crowns all our happiness.
"Since we are freed from all sin and
its effects, we are also rescued from punishment. After death, hell confines
the sinner to eternal misery. Yet, the blessed are delivered from all these
things.
"However, these things are but the
least part of the happiness of heaven. Our joys are positive, more than just
the negative that we have been redeemed from. What these are I shall try to
show you.
"Here, we enjoy the sight of God, the
blessed spring and eternal source of all our happiness. But what this is, I can
no more fully explain than can finite creatures comprehend infinity. Yet, the
sight of God continually fills our souls with joy unspeakable and full of
glory, and with a love so flaming that nothing but the
blessed author of it can satisfy, nor eternity itself can end. It is that,
which makes us live, love, sing, and praise forever, while it also transforms
us into His blessed likeness. Beholding God's face, we enjoy His love. His
blessed smiles make glad our souls, and in His favour
we rejoice continually, 'for in His favour is life.'
And by this blessed vision of God, we come to know Him far above how any had
known Him in the world below. For the sight of Him opens our understandings,
and 'gives us the light of the knowledge of the glory of God in the face (in
the person) of Jesus Christ.' Here, we all enjoy Him face to face. Below, the
saints enjoy God in a (small) measure, but here we enjoy Him without measure.
There, they have some sips of His goodness; but here, we drink largely and swim
in the boundless ocean of happiness. Below, the saints have their communion
with God broken off many times; but here, it is uninterrupted. Below, love is
mixed with fear, and fear has torment; but here, love is perfect, and perfect
love casts out fear. In heaven, we love God more than ourselves,
and one another like ourselves. Here, we enjoy the perfection of all grace.
"In heaven, our understanding and
knowledge is enlarged according to the greatness of what we can observe and
think. In the world below, light could only shine into our minds through the
windows of our senses, so God had to condescend to our limited capacities when
revealing His Majesty. Our purest ideas of God were very imperfect; but here,
the gold is separated from the dross and we can conceive the simplicity and
purity of God. We understand about His decrees and counsels, His providence and
dispensations. We clearly see here that from eternity God was sole existing,
but not solitary, that the Godhead is neither confused in unity, nor divided in
number. We see that there is a priority of order but no superiority among the
persons of the Trinity, but that they equally have the same excellency
and power, and equally are adored. Those ways of God that in the world below
seemed unsearchable and beyond our comprehension, we understand so clearly
here, by His divine wisdom, that the truth could not be made more
simple.
"These are some of the things that
make our souls happy. However, the happiness of the saints in heaven will not
be complete until their bodies are resurrected and united with their souls. I
will, therefore, show you what the resurrection body shall be like:
"First, the resurrection bodies of
the blessed will be spiritual bodies, like mine. You may better understand this
not only by seeing but by touch. (After saying this, the holy prophet was pleased
to give me his hand.) They will be bodies that are purified from all
corruption, yet will have substance. They will not be like wind or air, as
people on earth sometimes foolishly imagine."
Then, I said to him that I always
understood spiritual as the opposite of material, so I thought that a spiritual
body must be immaterial, and not capable of being touched or felt as I found
his hand was.
To this the prophet replied that their
bodies were spiritual, not only because they were purified from all corruptions,
but as they were sustained by the enjoyment of God without needing food, drink,
or sleep. Beholding the Lord is what supports both their souls and their
bodies, and is what they live upon forever. “Have you not read,” said the
prophet, “that the blessed Jesus, after His resurrection, appeared in His body
to His disciples, when they were met together in a chamber and the doors shut
about them? And yet He called to Thomas to come and reach forth his hand and
thrust it into His side, which shows it had substance.
“Our bodies in the resurrection shall be
immortal, and incapable of dying. Below, their bodies are all mortal,
perishing, and subject to crumbling into dust at any time. But here, our bodies
will be incorruptible and freed from death forever, for our corruption here
shall put on incorruption, and our mortality will be swallowed up of
life."
Here, I desired the prophet to bear with
me a little, while I gave him an account of my own ideas about these matter.
“Speak, for I am ready to remove your doubt,”
he said.
Immortality
“I have learned,” I said, “in the holy
Scriptures that immortality belongs to God only, and not to men. Daily
experience tells us that bodies of men are mortal, and die. Therefore, Paul
told Timothy that God only has immortality.”
“When I say that the bodies of the blessed
here are immortal, I am speaking about the bodies in their resurrected state, that then they are subject to death no more. Man in his
corruptible state is mortal and subject to death. And there is nothing more
evident to all that dwell in the world below. Even the bodies of all those
glorified souls that are here in heaven are at this time still kept under the
power of death. At the resurrection day, when they shall be raised up again,
they shall then be immortal. And as to what you say from the Scripture, that
the blessed God has only immortality, it is very true. He is most essentially
so in His own being and nature; there is no angel or man that can, in that
strict sense, be said to be so. We are immortal through His grace and favour; but God is immortal in His essence and has been so
from all eternity. In that sense, He may well be said only to have immortality.
Whatever the blessed God is, He is essentially so in His own being. It can
likewise be said that He only is holy, and there is none good but God, none
righteous, nor none merciful but He.”
(Additive Explanation: Humanity are each
an immortal being, because they inherit the immortality from God. Therefore,
their bodies may die. But, their spirits or souls never die. They live on,
after death. Whatever that has a beginning has an end. But, whatever that does
not have a beginning has no end. Man is essentially a spirit being, and not
sand. )
Chapter 5: We Shall Know Each
Other
Diversities Of
Order And Different Degrees Of Glory
I remarked, “As I was brought here, I saw
among the saints some that appeared to shine with greater brightness than the
others. Are there among the blessed different degrees of glory?”
“The happiness and glory, which all the
blessed here enjoy, is the result of their communion with and love to the ever
blessed God. The more we see Him, the more we love Him; and love changes our
souls into His nature, and from this results our glory. This makes a difference
in the degrees of glory. Nor is there any murmuring in one to see another’s
glory much greater than his own. The ever blessed God
is an unbounded ocean of light and life, and joy and happiness, still filling
every vessel that is put therein, till it can hold no more. And though the
vessels are of several sizes, while each is filled there is none that can
complain. My answer, therefore, to your question is that those who have the
most enlarged capacity do love God most, and are thereby changed most into His
likeness. This is the highest glory heaven can give. Nor let this seem strange
to you, for even among God’s flaming angels there are diversities of order and
different degrees of glory.
The Glorious Saviour
While I was talking with the prophet, a
shining form drew near. It was one of the redeemed. He told me he had left his
body below resting in hope, until the resurrection; and that though he was
still a substance, yet it was an immaterial one, not to be touched by mortal.
He said, “We here behold a sight worth
dying for - the blessed Lamb of God, the glorious Saviour.
Here, we see Him in His kingly office, on account of, which He is called King
of Kings and Lord of Lords. But, all the glorious greatness of our blessed
Redeemer does not make His kindness seem distant, but only more precious. It
makes heaven more than heaven to me to find Him reigning here, Who suffered so much for me in the world below. And our
Redeemer’s great happiness increases our own, as He invites each faithful
servant to enter into his Master’s joy.
We Shall Know Each Other
“Here, we see not only our elder
Brother, Christ, but also our friends and relatives. Although Elijah lived in
the world below long before your time, you no sooner saw him than you knew him.
And so, you will also know Adam when you see him. Here we communicate the
purest pleasure to each other, a sincere ardent love uniting our society. And
oh, how happy is that state of love! Where there is love like this, all are
filled with delight. How can it be otherwise, since in this blessed society
there is a continual receiving and returning of love and joy.
Perfect Harmony
“But, besides all the happiness that comes
to us by our communion with God and with each other, it is to me a mighty
happiness to understand all the deep mysteries of religion, which the wisest in
the world below could not fully understand. Here, we discern a perfect harmony
between those scripture texts that in the world below seemed to oppose each
other. And here, we are especially filled with wonder and gratitude at
discovering the divine goodness towards each one of us in particular. In
respect to my former life on earth, I have seen the mercifulness of those very
afflictions that I once (when upon earth) thought to show His anger. I am now
fully convinced that no affliction that I met with in the world below (and I
met with many) either came sooner or fell heavier or continued longer than was
needful. My hopes were not disappointed, but God used all things to prepare me
for a better eternal reward than what I had hoped for.
Abundance Of The
Lord’s Goodness
“But, I remember that you are still in the
body, and may be tired with hearing what I could forever tell, so great is the
happiness that I possess. I shall only add one other thing about our happiness:
though a vast multitude of blessed souls partakes of this joy and glory, this
does not make less of what each receives. For this ocean of happiness is so
bottomless that the innumerable company of all the saints and angels never can
exhaust it. Nor is this strange, for in the world below everyone equally enjoys
the benefit of light. There is no one that can complain that they enjoy it
less, because another enjoys it also. All enjoy the benefit of light as fully
as if no one else enjoyed it but themselves. If a multitude of persons drink of
the same river. none of them is able to exhaust it, even though each of them
has the liberty of drinking as much as he can. So.
whoever enjoys God enjoys Him as much as he can contain, according to his
capacity.
“Thus, I have given you a brief account of
our heavenly Canaan. It is not the thousandth part of that, which might be
said. Yet, it is enough to let you see it is a land flowing with milk and
honey." In this happy place, worldly relations cease. Nor is there male
and female here, but all are like the angels. For souls cannot be distinguished
into sexes; and therefore, all relations are here swallowed up in God.”
He had no sooner spoken than he took me by
the hand. Then, far swifter than an arrow from a bow, we passed by several
shining forms clothed in robes of immortality, who looked at me as I passed
them. He said, to me, “Farewell, my friend, your guardian angel will shortly
come and bring (take) you back to the world below.”
Free will and free choice are A Personal
Responsibilities
I drew near the shining form of a redeemed
one that stood before me, who appeared extremely glorious, encircled with rays
of dazzling luster. I hardly could behold her for the exceeding brightness of
her face.
She said to me, “For what I am, to Him
that is on the throne be all the praise and glory. The robe of glory, which you
see me wear is only the reflection of His own bright
beams!”
“You appear to be one who feels the mighty
joys that you speak of.”
She replied, “You should not think this
strange. The mighty wonders of divine love and grace will be the subject of our
song forever. Here, all human relations cease and are swallowed up in God, Who
is alone the great Father of all this heavenly family. As for the members of
the family that I left behind in the world below, I have committed them to God.
I shall be glad to see them all heirs of this blessed inheritance. But, if they
should join with the grand enemy of souls and refuse the grace offered them,
and thereby perish in their unbelief, God will be glorified in His justice, and
in His glory I shall still rejoice.”
Heaven And Earth Are Mutually Exclusive
Then, I desired to know whether the saints
in heaven understood and were concerned for what was
happening in the world below.
To this she replied, “As to the affairs of
particular persons, we are not concerned with them and are ignorant of them.
Only God is present in all places and sees all things. But, the struggles and
the victories of the church below is told to us by the angels, who are
ministering spirits sent forth to minister to those that shall be heirs of
salvation. From what they report, we are excited to renew our praises to Him
that sits upon the throne.”
(In other words, those people on earth do
not know what is happening in heaven, while they are still on earth, except
when they visit the heaven. Likewise, the Angels and Saints in heaven do not
know what is happening here on earth, except when they visit the earth.
Therefore, praying to Mary or Saints is an act of foolishness, foabricated by spiritually ignorant religious leaders.)
Chapter 6: Conducted To Hell
Then, the bright messenger who had
brought me to heaven returned. “I have,” said the angel, “a commission to
return you to the earth from where I took you, after first visiting the regions
of the prince of darkness. There, you will see the reward of sin, and what
Justice has prepared as the judgment of those who would exalt themselves above
the throne of the Most High. ”
To leave heaven for earth was extremely
disappointing. But, to leave heaven for hell turned my very heart within me!
However, when I knew that it was God's good pleasure, I was a little comforted.
So, I said to my bright conductor, “That, which God has ordered I shall always
be willing to obey. Even in hell, I will not be afraid if I may have His
presence with me there.”
To this my shining guardian replied,
“Wherever the blessed God grants His presence, there is heaven; and, while we
are in hell He will be with us.”
Then, bowing low
before the Almighty’s throne, and being swifter than thought, my guardian angel
carried me on a speedy journey down through the heavens. When I
saw the stars, I told my conductor that I had heard on earth that each one of
these stars had their own worlds. “But, I would ask you to tell me the truth of
this matter.”
Necessary Limitations
To this my shining guardian answered, “To
Him, Who is Almighty, there is nothing impossible. But, from knowing that it is
in His power to do this, to argue that it is His will, is no good logic in the
school of heaven. We know what He pleases to reveal to us, and what He has not
revealed are secrets locked up in His own eternal counsel. For anyone to
inquire into these secrets would be but bold and presumptuous curiosity. There
is no doubt that He can make as many worlds as He wants, but He has not yet
revealed it to us, and it is not our duty to inquire.”
Sorrows And
Darkness
By this time, we had come down to the
lowest regions of the air. There, I saw multitudes of horrible forms and dismal
dark appearances, which fled from the shining presence of my bright conductor.
I said, “These surely are some of the
vanguards of hell, so black and so frightening are their forms.”
My conductor replied, “Now, we are upon
the borders of hell, and these are some of the apostate spirits that wander
around like roaring lions.”
Soon, we were surrounded with a darkness much more black than night, and with a stink far
more suffocating than that of burning sulfur. My ears were, likewise, filled
with the horrible yelling of the damned spirits, which in comparison with, would make the most discordant notes on earth sound like
beautiful music.
“Now,” said my guardian angel, “you are on
the edge of hell, but do not fear the power of the destroyer. My commission
from the Imperial Throne secures you from all danger. Here, you may hear, from
devils and damned souls, the cursed causes of their endless ruin. What you ask
them about, they will answer. The devils cannot hurt you, though they would
want to, for they are bound by Him that has commissioned me.”
Location Of Hell
We then came within hell’s territories,
placed in the caverns of the infernal deep in the center of the earth.
The Severity Of The
Devil’s Pride And Arrogance
There, in a sulfurous lake of liquid fire,
sat Lucifer upon a burning throne. His horrid eyes sparkled with hellish fury,
as full of rage as his strong anger could make him. I saw that the demons that
had fled from us as we approached from heaven had given notice of our coming.
This had put all hell in an uproar, and made Lucifer release horrid blasphemies
against the blessed God, with an air of arrogance and pride.
“What would the Thunderer
have?” said he. “He has my heaven already, whose radiant scepter this bold hand
should bear. Instead of those never fading fields of light, He confines me here
in this dark house of death, sorrow, and woe! What, would He take hell away
from me too, that He insults me here? Ah! Could I but obtain another day to try
it, I would make heaven shake and His bright throne to totter. Nor would I fear
the utmost of His power, though He had fiercer flames than these to throw me
in.
Although I lost the battle that day, the
fault was not mine! No winged spirit in heaven strove better for the victory
than I did. But, ah!” he continued with a changed voice, “that day is lost, and
I am forever doomed to these dark territories! But, it is still at least some
comfort to me that mankind’s sorrow waits upon me. And since I cannot fight
against the Thunderer, I will make the utmost of my
anger to fall on them.”
I was amazed to hear his ungodly speech,
and felt compelled to say to my conductor, “How justly are his blasphemies
rewarded!”
“What you have heard from this apostate
spirit is both his sin and punishment; for every blasphemy, he belches against
heaven, makes hell the hotter to him.”
In Hell, Best Friends Become Worst Enemies
We then passed on to see more sorrowful
scenes. I saw two wretched souls being tormented by a demon. He was continually
plunging them in liquid fire and burning brimstone, while at the same time they
accused and cursed each other. One of them said to his tormented fellow
sufferer, “O cursed be your face, that ever I set eyes upon you! My misery is
due to you; I may thank you for this, for it was your persuasions that brought
me here. You enticed me, it was you who ensnared me
into this. It was your covetousness, cheating, and oppression of the poor that
brought me here. If you had been as good an example as you had been a bad one,
I might now be in heaven. O what a fool I was! When I followed your steps you
ruined me forever. O that I never had seen your face, or that you had never
been born!”
The other wretch replied, “And may I not
as well blame you? Don't you remember how at such a time and place you enticed
me to go along with you? I was minding my own business when you called me away,
so you are as guilty as I. Though I was covetous, you were proud. Though you
learned how to cheat from me, yet you taught me to lust, to lie, to get drunk
and to scoff at goodness. So although I stumbled you
in some things, you stumbled me as much in others. Therefore if you blame me, I
can blame you as much. I wish you never had come here,
the very sight of you wounds my soul, by bringing sin afresh into my mind. It
was with you, with you that I sinned. O grief to my soul! Since
I could not avoid your companionship on earth, O that I could be without it
here!”
From this sad conversation, I learned that
those who are companions in sin upon earth shall also be punished together in
hell. I believe that this was the true reason why the rich man seemed so
charitable to his brethren (Luke16:27-28). The reason he did not want them to
join him in hell was because they would have increased his torments.
Chapter 7: The Tortures of Hell
Sinners Are Tormented With What They Cherish
On Earth
There were yet more tragic scenes of
sorrow that we saw as we left these two cursed wretches accusing each other.
One woman had flaming sulfur continually forced down her throat by a tormenting
spirit. He did this with such horrible cruelty and insolence that I said to
him, “Why should you so delight in tormenting that cursed wretch, and be
pouring that flaming infernal liquid down her throat?”
“This is a more than just reward,” replied
the demon. “This woman in her lifetime was such a greedy wretch that though she
had plenty of gold, she could never be satisfied. Therefore, I now pour it down
her throat. She cared not who she ruined as long as she could get their gold.
And when she had gathered together a greater treasure than she could ever
spend, her love of money would not let her spend enough of it to supply herself
with her basic living needs. She often went with an empty stomach, though her
money bags were full. She kept no house because she would not be taxed, and
would not keep her treasure in her hands for fear she should be robbed. She
would not put her money in bonds and mortgages for fear of being cheated;
although she always cheated everyone that she could. She was so great a cheat
that she cheated her own body of its food, and her own soul of mercy. Since
gold was her god on earth, is it not a just reward that she should have her
belly full of it in hell?”
When her tormentor had done speaking, I
asked her whether this was all true. To this she answered me, “No; to my grief
it is not.”
“Why is this not true?” I said. “And, why
are you grieved that it is not true?”
“Because if what my tormentor told you is
true,” she said, “I would be satisfied. He tells you that he pours gold down my
throat. But, he is a lying devil and speaks falsely. If it was gold, I would
never complain. But he mocks me, and instead of gold, he only gives me this
horrid, stinking, sulfur. If I had my gold, I would be happy still, for I value
it so much that if I had it, I would not part with it, even if an entrance to
heaven could be bought (with it).”
I told my angelic conductor that I was
amazed to hear a wretch in hell itself so greedy for riches, while forever
being tormented.
“This,” he said, “may convince you that it
is sin, which is the greatest of all evils. Whenever the love of sin controls a
soul, it is the greatest of all punishments for them to be abandoned to that
evil love. The love of gold, which this cursed soul is consumed by, is a more
fatal punishment than what the demons can inflict upon her here.”
“O!” said I, “if only wicked men on earth
could for one moment hear the horrid shrieks of those damned souls, they could
not be in love with sin again.”
“Eternal Truth has told us otherwise, for
those who will not fear His ministers, nor have regard to what His Word
contains, will not be warned though one should come from hell.”
The Chilling Word, Forever
We had not gone much farther before we saw
a wretched soul lying on a bed of burning steel, almost choked with brimstone.
He cried out with such dreadful anguish and desperation, that I asked my
conductor to wait. I heard him speak as follows:
“Ah, miserable
wretch! Undone forever, forever! Oh, this killing word,
'forever!' Will not a million years be long enough to bear that pain, which if
I could avoid it, I would not endure for even one
moment for the sake of being offered one million worlds? No, no my misery never
will have an end; after millions of years, it will still be for ever. Oh, what
a helpless and hopeless condition I am in! It is this 'forever' that is the
hell of hell! O cursed wretch! Cursed to all eternity! How willfully have I
undone myself! Oh, what stupendous folly am I guilty of, to choose sin’s short
and momentary pleasure at the dear price of everlasting pain! How often I was
told it would be so! How often I was encouraged to leave those paths of sin
that brought me to the chambers of eternal death! But I, like a dumb animal,
would not listen to those pleadings. Now, it is too late to change it, for my
eternal state is fixed for ever. Why was I made a person, that I would choose
this fate? Why was I made with an immortal soul, and yet should take so little
care of it? Oh, how my own neglect stings me to death; and yet, I know I cannot
die! I live a dying life, worse than ten thousand deaths; and yet, I once could
have changed all this, but did not!
“Oh, that is the gnawing worm that never
dies! I might once have been happy, salvation was offered to me and I refused
it. Had salvation been offered to me only once, it would have been an
unforgivable folly to refuse it. But, salvation was offered me a thousand
times, and yet, (wretch that I was), I still as often refused it. O cursed sin, that with deluding pleasures leads mankind to eternal
ruin! God often called, but I as often refused; He stretched His hand out, but
I would not mind it. How often have I ignored His counsel! How often have I
refused His reproof! But now, the scene is changed, the case is altered. Now,
He laughs at my calamity, and mocks at the destruction, which is come upon me.
He would have helped me once, but I would not accept His help. Therefore, those
eternal miseries I am condemned to undergo are but the just reward of my own
doing.”
I could not hear this sorrowful
lamentation without thinking about the wonderful grace that God had shown to
me, eternal praises to His holy name! For my heart told me that I had deserved
eternal judgment as much as that sad wretch, but that God's grace alone had
made us different. O how unsearchable are His
counsels! Who can fathom His divine decree?
After these thoughts, I spoke to the
sorrowful complainer, and told him I had heard his woeful complaints. I saw
that his misery was great, and his loss irreparable, and told him I would
willingly hear more about it if this might possibly help lessen his
sufferings.”
“No, not at all;
my pains cannot be relieved even for one small moment. But,
by your question I understand that you are a stranger here; and may you ever be
a stranger! Ah, had I but the least hope still remaining, how I would kneel and
cry and pray for ever to be redeemed from this hell! But, it is all in vain, I
am lost forever. But, so that you will be warned about ending up here, I will
tell you what the damned suffer.”
Chapter 8: A Lost Soul Speaks
The Endless Miseries Of Hell Fire
“Our miseries in this infernal dungeon are
of two kinds: what we have lost, and what we suffer. I will first speak about
what we have lost.
1. In this sad
dark place of misery and sorrow, we have lost the presence of the ever blessed
God. This is what makes this dungeon hell. Though we had lost a thousand
worlds, it would not be as important as this one greatest loss. Could we but
see the least glimpse of His favour here, we might be
happy; but have lost it to our everlasting woe.
2. Here, we have
also lost the company of saints and angels, and instead have nothing but
tormenting devils.
3. Here we have
lost heaven, too, the center of blessedness. There is a deep gulf between us
and heaven, so that we are shut out from it forever. Those everlasting gates
that let the redeemed into heaven are now for ever shut against us.
4. To make our
wretchedness far worse, we have lost the hope of ever obtaining a better
condition. This makes us truly hopeless. Well, may our hearts now break, since
we are both without hope and help. This is what we
have lost; and if we think of these things, it is enough to tear and gnaw upon
our miserable souls forever. Yet, oh, that this were all that our torments
were!
But, we are also tormented by sufferings
and pains, as I will try to explain to you now.
1. First,
we undergo a variety of torments. We are tormented here a thousand, no, ten
thousand different ways. Those that suffer upon the earth seldom have more than
one affliction at a time. But, if they had ulcers, gallstones, headaches, and
fever all at the same time, would they not think they were very miserable? Yet,
all those together are but like the biting of a flea compared to those
intolerable, sharp pains that we endure here. Here, we have all the sufferings
of hell. Here is an unquenchable fire, which burns us; a lake of burning
brimstone that ever chokes us; and eternal chains that bind us. Here, there is
utter darkness to frighten us, and a worm of conscience that gnaws upon us,
everlastingly. Any one of these is worse to bear than all the torments that
mankind ever felt on earth!
2. But, our
torments here are not only various, but are also complete. They afflict every
part of the body, and torment all the powers of the soul. This makes what we
suffer the worst of tortures. In those sicknesses, which men have on earth,
though some members of their bodies will suffer, other parts will have no pain.
Here, it is different; every member of the soul and body suffers at the same
time.
“Our eyes are tormented here with the
sight of devils, who appear in all the horrible shapes, and (we are ruined, fed
up, with) black appearances that sin can give them. Our ears are continually
tormented with the loud continual yelling of the damned. Our nostrils are
smothered with sulfurous flames; our tongues with burning
blisters; and the whole body is rolled in flames of liquid fire. All the
powers and faculties of our souls are also tormented here. The imagination
suffers with the thoughts of our present pain and the memory of the heaven we
have lost. Our minds are tormented as we remember how foolishly we spent our
precious time on earth. Our understanding is tormented with the thoughts of our
past pleasures, present pains, and future sorrows, which are to last forever.
And our consciences are tormented with a continual gnawing worm.
3. Another
thing that makes our misery so awful is the sharpness of our torments. The fire
that burns us is so violent that all the water in the sea can never quench it.
The pains we suffer here are so extreme that it is impossible for anyone to
know them except the damned.
4. Another part
of our misery is the ceaselessness of our torments. As various, as complete,
and as extremely violent as they (the hellish sufferings) are, they are also
continual. We have no rest from them. If there were any relaxation, it might be
some relief. But ,there is no easing of our torments,
and what we suffer now we must suffer forever.
5. The society
or company we have here is another part of our misery. Tormenting devils and
tormented souls are all our company. Dreadful shrieks, unbearable howlings and fearful cursing are our continual conversation
because of the fierceness of our pain.
6. The place we
are in also increases our sufferings. It is the completion of all misery, a
prison, a dungeon, a bottomless pit, a lake of brimstone, a furnace of fire
that burns to eternity, the blackness of darkness for ever; and lastly, hell
itself. Such a wretched place as this can only increase our wretchedness.
7. The cruelty of
our tormentors is another thing that adds to our sufferings. Our tormentors are
devils in whom there is no pity. While they are tormented themselves, they
still take pleasure in tormenting us.
8. All those
sufferings that I have recounted are very grievous.
But that, which makes them the most grievous is that they shall always be
forever. All of our intolerable sufferings shall last to all eternity! ‘Depart
from me, ye cursed, into everlasting fire,’ is what continually sounds in my
ears. Oh, that I could reverse that fatal sentence! Oh, if there was but a bare
possibility of salvation! This is the miserable situation we are in, and shall
be in forever.”
Chapter 9: Further Conversations
Regrets, Sorrows And
Blames
This wretched soul had scarcely finished
what he was saying when he was tormented again by a hellish demon, who told him
to stop complaining. The demon said, “Don't you know you have deserved it all?
How often were you told of this before, but would not believe it? You laughed
at those who warned you about hell. You were even so presumptuous as to dare
Almighty justice to destroy you! How often you called on God to damn you. Do
you complain that you are answered according to your wishes? What an
unreasonable thing! You know that you had salvation offered you, and you
refused it. How can you now complain of being damned? I have more reason to
complain, for you had a long time, in which repentance was offered you; but I
was cast into hell as soon as I had sinned. If I had been offered salvation, I
would never have rejected it as you did. Who do you think should pity you now,
with all that heaven had offered to you?”
This made the wretch cry out, “Oh, do not
continue to torment me; I know that I chose destruction. Oh, that I could
forget it! These thoughts are my greatest torture. I chose to be damned, and
therefore justly am so.”
Then, turning to the demon that tortured
him, he said, “But, I also came here through your temptations, you cursed
devil. You were the one that had tempted me to do all of my sins; and now, you
would reproach me? You say you never had a Saviour
offered to you; but you should also remember that you never had a tempter such
as you have always been to me.”
To this the devil scornfully replied, “It
was my business to lead you here! You had often been warned of this by your
preacher. You were plainly told that we sought your ruin, and go about
continually like roaring lions, seeking whom we could devour. I was often
afraid you that would believe them, as several other souls did, to our great
disappointment. But, you were willing to do what we wanted; and since you have
done our work, it is but reasonable that we should pay you wages.” Then, the
fiend tormented him again and caused him to roar out so horribly that I could
no longer stay to hear him. So, I passed on.
Merciless Demons
“How dismal,” I then said to my conductor,
“is the condition of these damned souls! They are the devils slaves, while upon
earth. And, he reproaches and then torments them for it, when they come to
hell.”
“The devils hate all the race of Adam,”
said my conductor. “And because many souls are ignorant of their devices, they
easily succeed to bring them to eternal ruin. You will see more how the demons
treat the damned here.”
Multiple Punishments For
False Prophets, Fake Pastors And Deceptive Ministers
Passing a little further we saw a
multitude of damned souls together, gnashing their teeth with extreme rage and
pain, while the tormenting fiends with hellish fury poured liquid fire and
brimstone continually upon them. In the meantime, they were cursing God and
those about them, and were blaspheming in a tremendous manner. I could not help
but ask of one demon that so tormented them, who were these souls that he
tormented so cruelly?
Said he, “These
wretches well deserve their punishment. They tried to
teach others the right road to heaven, while they were so in love with hell
that they came here. These are those souls that have been our great helpers
upon the earth, and therefore they deserve our special attention in hell. We
use our full diligence to give every one their utmost share of torments, for
they not only have their own sins to answer for, but also all the sins of those
whom they led astray both by their doctrine and example.”
Hatred And Deceit
“Since they have been such great helpers
for you, I would think that, in gratitude, you would treat them a little more
kindly.”
To this the impudent friend answered me in
a scoffing manner, “They that expect gratitude among devils will find
themselves mistaken. Gratitude is a virtue, but we hate all virtues. Besides,
we hate all mankind, and were it in our power not one of them should be happy.
It is true we do not tell them so upon earth, because there it is our business
to flatter and deceive them. But, when we have them here where they cannot
escape, we soon convince them of their foolishness in serving us.”
From this I could only think about what
infinite grace it is that any poor sinners are brought to heaven, considering
how many traps are laid by the enemy to ensnare them by the way. Therefore, it
is a ministry well worthy of the blessed Son of God to save His people from
their sins, and to deliver them from the wrath to come. But, it is also folly
and madness in men to refuse the offers of His grace, and to choose to side
with the destroyer.
Misleading Teachings About
Grace
Going farther on, I heard a wretch
complaining in a heartbreaking strain against those men that had betrayed him
and brought him here.
“I was told,” said he, ‘by those that I
depended on, and that I thought could inform me correctly, that if I said
‘Lord, have mercy on me,’ when I came to die, it would be enough to save me.
But oh, now I find myself mistaken, to my eternal sorrow! Alas, I called for
mercy on my deathbed, but found it was too late. Before that time, this cursed
devil here told me that I was safe. Then on my deathbed, he told me it was too
late. Hell must forever be my portion.”
“You see, I did tell you the truth at
last,” said the devil, “and then, you would not believe me. A very fitting end,
don't you think? You spend your days enjoying sin, and wallow in your
filthiness, and you want to go to heaven when you die! Would anyone but a
madman think that would be just? No. he, that sincerely wants to go to heaven
when he dies, must walk in the ways of holiness and virtue, while he is alive.
“You say some of your lewd companions told
you that saying, ‘Lord, have mercy on me’ when you came to die would be enough.
A very fine excuse! If you had read the Bible, you would have known that
‘Without holiness, no one shall see the Lord.” Therefore, if you were willing
to live in your sins as long as you could, you did not finally leave them
because you did not like them, but because you could follow them no longer. And
this you know to be true. How could you be so stupid to think you could go to
heaven with the love of sin in your heart? No, no, no. You were warned often
enough that you should take heed of being deceived, for God is not mocked, but
what you sow you reap. You have no reason to complain of anything but your own
folly, which you now see too late.”
“This lecture of the devil was a very
cutting one to the poor tormented wretch,” I said to my conductor, “and shows
the true situation of many now on earth as well as those in hell. But oh, what
a far different judgment do they make in this sad place from what they did on
earth.”
“The reason for this,” replied my guardian
angel, “is that they will not allow themselves to think what the effect of sin
will be, while on earth. Carelessness ruins many souls who do not think about
what they are doing, nor where they are going to,
until it is too late to help it.”
Chapter 10: An Atheist in Hell
Why Sinners Are Worse Than The Demons
We had not gone much farther, before I saw
a vast number of tormenting demons. They were continually lashing a large
company of wretched souls with knotted whips of ever burning steel. The
tormented were roaring out with such loud cries that I thought it might have
melted even cruelty itself into some pity. This made me say to one of the
tormentors, “Oh, stop your whipping, and do not use such cruelty on those who
are your fellow creatures, and whom you probably helped lead to all this
misery.”
“No,” answered the tormentor very
smoothly. “Though we are bad enough, no devil was as bad as them, nor were we
guilty of such crimes as they were. We all know there is a God, although we
hate Him; but these souls would never admit (until they came here) that there was
such a Being.”
“Then these,” I said, “were atheists. They
are wretched men, and tried to ruin me had not eternal grace prevented it.”
Atheist Regret Their Own Wisdom
I had no sooner spoken, but one of the
tormented wretches cried out mournfully , “Surely, I
know that voice. It must be John.”
I was amazed to hear my name mentioned;
and therefore, I answered, “Yes, I am John; but who are you?”
To this he replied, “I once knew you well
upon the earth, and had almost persuaded you to be of my opinion. I am the
author of that celebrated book entitled ‘Leviathan.’”
“What! The great Hobbs?” said I. “Are you
come here?”
“Alas,” replied he, “I am that unhappy man
indeed. But, I am so far from being great that I am one of the most wretched
persons in all these dirty territories. For now, I know there is a God. But oh!
I wish there were not, for I am sure He will have no mercy on me. Nor is there
any reason that He should. I do confess I was His foe on earth; and now, He is
mine in hell. It was that proud confidence I had in my own wisdom that has so
betrayed me.”
“Your case is miserable, and yet you admit
that you suffer justly. For how industrious were you to persuade others and try
to bring them to the same damnation. No one can know this better than I, as I
was almost taken in your snare to perish forever.”
“It is that,” said he, “that
stings me to the heart, to think how many will perish by my influence. I
was afraid when I first heard your voice that you had also been cast into hell.
Not that I wish any person happy, for it is my torment to think that anyone is
happy, while I am so miserable. But, I did not want you to be cast into hell,
because every soul that is brought here through my deceptions,
increases my pains in hell.”
“But tell me,” I said, “for I want to know
the truth. Did you indeed believe there was no God when you lived upon earth?
“At first I believed there was a God,” he
answered, “but as I turned to sins, which would lead me to His judgment, I
hoped there was no God. For it is impossible to think there is a just God, and
not also remember that He will punish those who disobey Him. But, as I
continued in my sins, and found that justice did not swiftly come, I then began
to hope there was no God. From those hopes, I began to frame ideas in my own
mind that could justify what I hoped. My ideas framed a new system of the
world’s origin, which excluded from it the existence of God. At last I found
myself so fond of these new theories that I decided to believe them and
convince others that they were true. But before this, I did find several checks
in my own conscience. I felt that I could be wrong, but I ignored these
warnings. Now, I find that those checking thoughts that might have helped me
then, are here the things that most of all torment me. I must confess that the
love of sin hardened my heart against my Maker, and made me hate Him first, and
then deny His being. Sin, that I so proudly embraced, has been the cursed cause
of all this woe; it is the serpent that has stung my soul to death. For now, I
find, in spite of my vain philosophy, there is a God. I have also found that
God will not be mocked, although it was my daily practice in the world to mock
at heaven and all that is sacred, for this was the means that I found very
successful to spread abroad my cursed ideas. For anyone that I could get to
ridicule the truths of God, I looked upon as becoming one of my disciples. But,
now these thoughts are more tormenting to me than the sufferings I endure from
these whips of burning steel.”
“Sad indeed,” I said. “See what Almighty
Power can inflict on those that violate His righteous law.” I was making some
further comments when the relentless fiend who had been tormenting them then
interrupted me.
“Now you see what sort of men they were in
the world. Do you not think they deserve their punishment now?”
To, which I answered, “Doubtless it is the
just reward of sin, which they suffer, and, which you will suffer also. For
you, as well as they, have sinned against the ever blessed God, and for your
sin you shall suffer the just vengeance of eternal fire. Nor is it any excuse
to say you never doubted the being of a God; for though you knew there was God,
yet you rebelled against Him. Therefore, you shall be justly punished with
everlasting destruction from the presence of the Lord.”
To this the fiend replied, “It is true we
know we shall be punished, as you say. But, if you say that mankind should have
pity showed them, because they fell through the temptations of the Devil, it is
the same case with me and all the rest of the inferior spirits. For we were tempted by the Bright Sun of the Morning to rebel with
him. And therefore, though this multiplies the crime of Lucifer, it
should lessen that of the inferior spirits.”
To this my bright conductor replied with
an angry countenance. “O you apostate, wicked, lying spirit!
Can you say those things and see me here? You know it was your proud heart that
made you rebel with Lucifer against the blessed God who had created you with
glory! But, since you proudly exalted yourself above your blessed Creator, and
joined with Lucifer, you are justly cast down to hell. Your former beauty has
changed to your present horrible form as the just punishment of your rebellious
pride.”
The Depth Of
Suffering
To this the apostate spirit replied, “Why
do you invade our territories, and come here to torment us before our time?”
And when he had said this, he slipped away as if he did not want to have an
answer. After he was gone, I said to my guardian angel that I had already heard
about the fall of the apostate angels, but wanted to know more about what
happened. To this my guide answered me, “When you have finished your earthly
life and return to heaven, you shall learn many things that you are not yet
ready to understand. In your present state, do not desire to learn more than
what is written in the Scriptures. It is enough to know the angels sinned, and
for their sin were cast down to hell. But, how pure spirits could have a
thought arise in their hearts against the eternal Purity that first created
them is what you are not yet capable of understanding.”
“I have observed,” said I, “that those in
hell complain most about the torment from their own sense of guilt, which
confirms the justice of their punishment. This gloomy prison is the best place
to rightly understand sin; for were it not so evil, it would not be rewarded
with such extreme punishment.”
“What you say is very natural; but there
is yet a better place to see the just reward due to sin. That place can be seen
when you behold the blessed Son of God upon the cross. There, we may see the
terrible effects of sin. There, we may see all of its true evil. For all the
sufferings of the damned here are but the sufferings of created beings. But, on
the cross, you see a suffering God.”
“Surely,” said I, “did justice and mercy
triumph and kiss each other in that fatal hour. For justice was fully satisfied
at the cross in the just punishment of sin; and mercy triumphed and was pleased
there because salvation for poor sinners was completed. Oh, eternal praises to
His holy name for ever, that His grace has made me willing to accept this
salvation, and become an heir of glory! For I remember that some of those lost
wretches here have lamented that when salvation had been offered to them, they
had refused it. It was therefore grace alone that helped me to accept it.”
My Return To
Earth
At this point my shining guardian told me
that he must bring (take) me back to the earth again, and leave me there until
it was time for me to enter my heavenly reward. “Come,” he said, “let us leave
this place of sorrow and horror to the possession of their black inhabitants.”
In a very little space of time, I found
myself on earth again. I was left at the very place where the angel had met me,
when I had been thinking about committing suicide through the temptations of
the Devil, who had tried to persuade me that there was no God. How I returned
there, I do not know. But, as soon as I was back there, the bright angel who
had been my conductor said, “John, I must go now. I have another ministry to
complete. Praise Him that sits upon the throne for ever, who has all power in
heaven, earth, and hell. Praise Him for all the wonders of His love and grace
that He has shown you in so short a time.”
As I was going to reply, the shining angel
disappeared and I was left alone. I spent some time considering the amazing
things I had seen and heard, and then knelt down and prayed. When I rose up, I
began blessing and praising God for all His goodness.
Home Coming
When I returned back to my house, my
family was very surprised to see how my countenance had so greatly changed.
They looked at me as if they scarcely knew me. I asked them what they were
staring at. They answered that it was the change in my face that caused it. I
said, “How am I so greatly changed?”
They told me, “Yesterday, you looked so
depressed that you seemed the very image of despair. But now, your face appears
radiantly beautiful, and seems full of perfect joy and satisfaction.”
“If you had seen,” I said, “what I have
seen today, you would not be surprised at the change in me.” Then I went into
my room, took my pen and ink, and wrote down everything that I had heard and
seen. And I hope that those who read this will be moved in their hearts just as
I have been as I wrote everything down.
End.